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S.J. Pedde
Events That Shaped
Me I discovered early
in life that I didn't like being told what to do, especially when what
was expected of me made little or no sense. I was anti-authoritarian
in a major way. I was respectful of my parents but every other source
of authority was suspect. That included school and church. Most of all,
I was wary of political philosophies that caused diminished individual
liberty. Why? I listened to my father,
Julius
Pedde (1904-1998), tell stories of his childhood among other Germans settled
in Radzymin, Poland and his family's political exile when he was a small boy to
Siberia. The Russian Czar didn't want Germans in Poland siding with Germany
during World War I, so he had them shipped, via cattle trains, to one
of the coldest and most remote places on the planet. In Siberia, they lived
in a sod hut with two rooms. One room was for the animals and one for
the family -- the seven children out of fourteen who survived and their
parents. The family and other
Germans were ultimately allowed to return to Poland. There, Julius
eventually met and married Emma
Kaczkowska. Two children were born to them, Wanda (1931) and Bruno
(1933.) Bruno died in 1934 and Emma died in 1935, leaving my father with
his young daughter Wanda and no wife. Julius and Alma joined the flight westwards and got separated along the way. Alma had with her Julius' daughter Wanda, sons Albert and Erwin, sister-in-law Frieda and her daughter Ingeburg. The group travelled on foot through the winter of 1944-1945. Sometimes they managed to hitch a ride from kindly strangers with horse and buggy. Occasionally a train ride was possible, although schedules were undependable and destinations often unpredictable. On one occasion, Alma and her group managed to board a train heading in the right direction. As she was about to step aboard, a Nazi officer forced her, at gun point, to leave behind one of the two suitcases she carried. That suitcase contained much of what Alma needed to care for her two young sons. Albert and Erwin got
sick from the hunger and cold. By the time the group reached Graal Müritz in northern Germany,
the two boys were so sick that they were immediately taken to a children's
clinic. While there, a nurse
who had taken Erwin for a walk, inadvertently left him outside overnight
in a baby buggy. He contracted pneumonia. Then Albert was diagnosed
with meningitis. Alma was not allowed to visit Albert after
that. She and Wanda stood outside the building looking in through the
window. Albert, who was the older of the two boys, saw them and screamed
in German: "Mommy! Mommy! Please come help me. I don't want to die." The
memory still brings tears to Wanda's eyes so many years later. Both boys
died in the clinic and were buried in Graal Müritz. Albert was a little over three years old,
Erwin was less than one year old. The Russians continued
to advance from the east. Alma and the rest continued to flee
towards western Germany and ultimately ended up just north of Hamburg
where they were finally able to rest as World War II came to its conclusion.
There, in a village called Groß Steinrade, I
was born in July of 1945. We lived briefly in a fire station and then moved
to nearby Heidmühlen, where
we waited for my father to find us. Many families which were separated
during the war never reunited again. My mother always had faith that
my father would find us. He finally appeared one day, after bicycling
around northern Germany for months, from one Red Cross centre to another,
looking for any refugee list with my mother's name on it. It was a
bittersweet reunion. After being separated from my mother for months, Julius
found that he had lost two sons, Albert and Erwin, and gained another,
me. The bigger the government,
the worse it is for the citizenry. Thank you, Mom and
Dad, for all you had to endure. You are gone, but
your example, your lessons and your courage live on. I fervently hope
that we never have to endure anything quite so horrible as you did. |